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8.28.10

By aliciaarol

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I'm NOT "Love Sick"! I'm HURT! I'm Angry! I'm pissed at the fact that these CELEBRITY FKS left me looking like nothing but a fking liar-Nothing but a Delusional, CRAZED, "Love Sick" STALKER (in the eyes of most people who are aware of what I've been doing out here in cyberspace) when I've done NOTHING but be 100% TRUTHFUL from day one!!!!!! ! Nickelback started this with me (not the other way around)!!!!!! I'm not a child! I'm not a liar! I sure as FK didn't do all of this for publicity or to get attention! I want my FKING NAME CLEARED! I want Nickelback/Chad Kroeger to behave like decent human beings & clear my fking name! That's what I want (but know I'll likely never get)!

Cheekysuper says that I make a lot of people miserable, but it NEVER matters if other people make me MISERABLE, does it? I'm just supposed to "Pretend" I don't have feelings..."Pretend" I don't HURT- "Pretend" I'm not in PAIN-you name it, right? I KNOW that at least Daniel was at that bar. I BELIEVE that Ryan was at that bar 2 months before Daniel was. Apparently, a FAMOUS actor (who sat down next to me at the end of the night & briefly conversed with me) whom I didn't recognize (but whom other people at that bar DID recognize) was ALSO at that bar the same night when I KNOW that Daniel spoke with me (or else a DANIEL lookalike whom Nickelback had told about me spoke to me).

So if this stuff I've been doing out here in cyberspace EVER gets back to Chad Kroeger/"CHADDYK" (Chad Kroeger's FORMER Twitter name before his account disappeared), Chad's 12 month "Sweetie" Kristin Adams, & back to Nickelback in general, I guess I've sent out a message loud & FKING clear? Don't think that just because you are a RICH, FAMOUS, "Celebrity" that entitles you to just arbitrarily fk with & hurt whomever you want to!



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8.29.10

By aliciaarol

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This has all been like some sort of "surreal" dream to me, but I'm not crazy! I'm not delusional! I'm not any danger to anybody! I know what happened. I have been nothing but 100% truthful in regards to all of this. The two nights that I believe Nickelback was at Spotlight Bar in Hollywood Ca were nights that the band didn't have any concerts scheduled. Don't you think I would have checked out something like that for myself? This band INTENTIONALLY messed with my mind & emotions, & I DESERVE some answers. Chad Kroeger has every right in the universe (as do all human beings) to want to be with Kristin Dewett (Adams) & not with me, but he doesn't have the right to leave me behind looking like a JOKE-looking like nothing but a Crazy woman who made all of this up for attention. Nobody (famous or not) has the right to do that. Legally, Chad Kroeger & Nickelback could do what they so HEARTLESSLY did to me (fking with my fragile mind & emotions the way that they did), but LEGALLY, I have every right to "call them" on it, & to EXPOSE to the world what they did. It's a two-way street WHEN I'M NOT LYING! (End Of Story...)




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8.29.10

By aliciaarol

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As a Celebrity, Chad Kroeger is "FAIR GAME" when I've done nothing but be 100% truthful. When I say that what this band did to me "DROVE ME MAD" I don't mean literally. If I was crazy, would I be saying I was crazy? I've gone "MAD" with disbelief & bewilderment over WHY these CELEBRITIES who have & do everything their little hearts desire would HURT me like this in the first place? I wasn't ALONE at that bar. Management & customers know what happened there, & I will not rest until somebody (SOMEWHERE) provides for me the answers that I desperately seek. After that it will end. I DESERVE to have my name cleared. Any of you out there would feel the same way that I feel. I'm not after Chad Kroeger. He has every right to not want me, but I DESERVE to have my name cleared. I DESERVE for the world to know that I didn't make ANY of this up. It's all WEIRD (especially to me), but it did happen, & all I want to know is why it happened? That's it! I want Chad Kroeger to "confess" to me & to the world EXACTLY what he did to me & why he did it.

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8.29.10

By aliciaarol

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As an "aside": This stuff I've done shouldn't even be out here. As 1 of my NEW friends wrote to me, "This is going too far". The fact that I'm out HERE is further PROOF that I DESERVE to have my name cleared, & the ONLY person (ie Chad Kroeger) who can clear my name isn't talking...


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8.29.10

By aliciaarol

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This video picture DOES NOT do me justice! I'm not crazy! I didn't lie once out in cyberspace about any of this! I wish I were lying. If I was lying, I wouldn't be in PAIN. I wouldn't be crying every day (or trying not to cry). Check out my youtube channel to see what I used to look like 8+ years ago (when I weighed 160 lbs). Even at my current more "voluptuous" weight of around 200 lbs, people (even strangers) FREQUENTLY call me beautiful all time. I DESERVE to have my name cleared. Most people think that I made all of this up for publicity when that couldn't be further from the truth! Nickelback started this with me (not the other way around). I'm not after Chad Kroeger. It's not fair that most people don't believe me. It's not fair that these so called CELEBRITIES think that they can just arbitrarily mess with & HURT whomever they want to JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE RICH & FAMOUS...


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8.30.10

By Tired of crazy cakes

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Listen NO ONE BELEIVES YOU! NO ONE NB haters might egg you on on Youtube but no one else thinks anything happened. You should get help for your mental issues!

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9.04.10

By Rosahlyn

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Well said!!

8.30.10

By Dr. M

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Lora, I've read a lot of your comments on youtube and watched some of your videos. The big thing that stands out here is that you seem stuck in a rut. You are obviously very unhappy with your place in life, and depression and, yes, melodrama are big parts of who you are. Regardless of what has happened to you in the past, you don't seem able to move past it. It's just not healthy to let something bother you this much for this long. You've sacrificed your credibility by being so open about your grievances to the entire world. The internet is huge, and nothing is ever truly deleted. Forgive me if I sound judgmental. I don't have any ill will towards you. From my perspective, which is limited to what I've watched and read from you online, it seems like you have a chemical imbalance that keeps your mind an obsessive closed loop where the same synapses keep getting stimulated, bringing you back to the same self-deprecating, indignant, and angry thoughts, and it's infuriating to you.
You have so much to say, you want to be understood so badly, but you get stuck repeating yourself. The only thing you seem determined to change is your weight. It's good to have goals, but it seems to me that you should be focusing on your happiness first. You're a well written woman, and a talented poet. Maybe you should try writing fiction as a release? Overall, the only healthy thing for you to do is to really try to let this Nickelback thing go. You've dwelled on it far too long, and it seems like you don't know what to do without it. If someone was intentionally trying to hurt you, it just should not hold such a prominent spot in your life. You have already realized that something is broken in you, and strangers can see it too. If you live with your ex-boyfriend and his mother, if you don't have a job, but are afraid you'll end up suicidal at Taco Bell, if you go to the same bar hours away and try to convince the same people that you were wronged a year ago, if you post comments and videos in secret...connect the dots. You can do better for yourself, but depression makes it seem impossible to even start. No one can tell you to just get happy, you have to want it. Trust me, medication works. It can't change your past, but it can change your future in unexpected ways. I don't know your financial situation, but some clinics have sliding payment scales. You're better than what you've made yourself into. Breaking an obsession takes a long time, but it does happen. I suggest that you look up the word "limerence." I can't be sure, but I think you might be able to relate to not only the idea, but to people who suffer with it. Good luck!

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8.30.10

By aliciaarol

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To Dr M: You DO NOT understand anything! I DESERVE to have my name cleared! Those Nickelback Celebrities had no right to do this to me! I will NEVER stop what I've been doing out in cyberspace precisely because of people like crazycakesisnuts/anonymouswb/SUESBOB (who are all the same person I believe)! Crazycakesisnuts & anonymouswb are likely the same woman, but here's the deal: This WOMAN is who is giving me my "so called" 5 minutes of FAME, because she has backed me into a corner (by calling me psycho & telling people that I'm dangerous). So now all of you can go FK yourselves! Understand? I haven't lied once. I also DO NOT WANT CHAD KROEGER. Chad Kroeger can have his Kristin Adams & CHOKE on her! I'm not going to stop what I've been doing out here until somebody (somewhere) comes forward & clears my name! UNDERSTAND? I didn't make any of this up (for publicity or otherwise). Nickelback (for whatever reason) started this SHT with me (not the other way around). Now SUESBOB (ie crazycakesisnuts) is posting on The New York Times & on YOUTUBE what my CUN_ aunt (who admittedly HATES me & is definitely jealous of me) wrote on my website? This has gone too far! This is what those Celebrities brought down upon me! My aunt couldn't stand when I did my ECTV channel Alicia's World 9 years ago! She couldn't stand when her husband thought I was BEAUTIFUL! She couldn't stand when I looked like I stepped off the pages of a men's magazine! I have REJECTED my entire family (except for my mom), & I'm glad! My ex's mom (who calls the whole lot of em EVIL for the way they treated me last Summer) says GOOD RIDDANCE! Visit my FKING website & see WHY my aunt was/is JEALOUS of me, People! I'm fed up with everything! I didn't ask for any of this! How dare this SUESBOB say that I'm a danger to Chad! Nickelback needs to do right by me & tell both me & the world the truth! I will not stop what I'm doing until SOMEBODY clears my name of all charges of being Crazy, psycho, a Stalker, Delusional, etc... My OLD website has old, SEXY pics of me as well as my original songs & poetry sung & recited by me (but not professionally): aliciaarolsworld

P.S. I will do amateur PORN (after I get my hot bod back) before I ever, ever, ever work at some sht job like Taco Bell ever again!

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9.04.10

By Rosahlyn

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Loopy Lora is now in another place in cyberspace, copying and pasting the rambling from the NYTimes.
Why do u think some ppl are the same? Is it cos u can't understand that SO MANY separate people can see what your problem is but you?
So now u are planning amateur porn as it is better than a good honest days work... What a crock of sh*te if ever there was one!
You think u r better than others by obsessing over your body and wanting to do porn where u will be used and abused and have even lower self esteem.
You said the other day that you were off to a shelter and wld tell ppl u r a lesbian to avoid male attention and then want using by men. U r so screwed up

9.04.10

By aliciaarol

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I can make money by doing amateur porn (once I regain my former figure). Lots of people make money in the sex industry rather than slaving away at some sht job that makes them barely any money at all, but I talk about doing porn because I'm ANGRY at being treated like sht by too many people. You know nothing about me or about the kind of life I've had. I'm in this situation now because of too many things that were not my fault. Was it my fault my ex shoved me backwards down a hill & left me for possibly dying or dead? This heartless act of violence perpetrated upon me by the man I'd given my life & heart to for nearly 8 years caused severe depression in me. Then my mom (who had been fine for several years) had a severe & UNEXPECTED breakdown just 4 months later (causing me to become even more depressed). I have NEVER before now been on Welfare, Rosahlyn. I have busted my A__ my whole life (in school & at all the places I worked at). I've just reached a point where I'm fed up with everything! The Welfare shrink is who (several months ago) determined that I could not work. I talked with him because I had to. He decided that there was no fking way I could either keep or hold down a job. (I told him about all the unfathomable crap that had happened in my life in a relatively short period of time!)

9.01.10

By aliciaarol

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To TIREDOFCRAZYCAKES: The fact that NOBODY believes me when I'm telling the truth is 100% PROOF that Nickelback caused me severe emotional TRAUMA & should be held accountable for their actions.

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9.04.10

By Rosahlyn aka LynKroegerRay

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Get a grip Lora cos if this carries on you'll be detained under your local mental health act.
We have tried to tell you via YouTube, NY Times and here to quit with the fantasies. I will tell everyone here what has caused her to love Chad-
A Daniel lookalike in a bar said to her "so you like vampires" and she reckons only Nickelback know this from her 1000's of letters. She has admitted it may not have actually been Daniel! But still persists with this. Also she had told the band she would be at this particular GAY BAR (apparently it is)

Because this Daniel lookallike said this it obviously (in her mind) means they've read all her letters and Chad wants her but has a girlfriend so she has become a hater as CHAD led her on ???? (how?) lol.
We urged her to get help but she doesn't see she needs any. Her mother has schizophrenia. And goes for nut house holidays every so often.... Alicia/Lora has borderline personality disorder as she says on Yahoo answers but she needs help which she has been offered as an alum of FSU but declined!

There's no helping some ppl who would rather be abused in porn than have a proper job. It's sad cos she will end up ina gutter but no one can help her. Just thought I'd pass in the "story so far" from my cyberspace digging!

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9.04.10

By aliciaarol

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At that point, I had ONLY written some letters to Nickelback (via myspace). I continued writing to Nickelback (& was never blocked from doing so) AFTER this WEIRD night took place at Spotlight Bar. I probably did eventually send several hundred short & long letters to Nickelback (via myspace) & to Chad Kroeger (via the facebook page he used to have), but I sent that many letters out to those men in nearly a year's time! I'm not crazy! I know what happened, Rosalyn, & I will NEVER, EVER, EVER say that 2+2=5 (to you, the world, my family, or a shrink)!!!!! Somebody messed with me at Spotlight Bar + Dark Horse songs sound like me & my life=SOMETHING is going on, but nobody is talking (hence my reason for saying that all of this has driven me "MAD"). I'm NOT schizophrenic, Rosalyn. I'm not bi polar, either. I probably am borderline, but I don't HALLUCINATE. I know IN DETAIL every last thing that happened at Spotlight Bar on the night in question. I also know IN DETAIL every last thing that happened 2 months prior to that night when I believe (but can't prove) that either Ryan from Nickelback or somebody appointed by Nickelback approached me & said some weird things to me on a night that I hadn't yet started writing to Nickelback or told them I'd be at Spotlight Bar or anything. I didn't just make all this up, Rosalyn. Somebody INTENTIONALLY FKD with me (regardless if it was Chad himself or not)!

9.04.10

By aliciaarol

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I NEVER loved Chad Kroeger. I didn't write "Love Letters" To Chad Kroeger or to Nickelback. I wrote deep, complex letters about anything & everything. I even warned Chad that at this point I'd been so hurt in life by too many people that I now neither trusted men nor believed that I was capable of falling in love (ie I WARNED Chad that I probably wouldn't make a very good girlfriend for either him or for any man). I told the truth (like I've always done throughout my life).

9.04.10

By aliciaarol

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Rosahlyn is just plain being MEAN & CRUEL now (trying to "EXPOSE" every little NEGATIVE thing about me-even telling you that I have no friends but my pug dog whom I LOVE very much & go for long walks with). Rosahlyn is acting like Chad Kroeger couldn't possibly have had any interest in me (thus I'm even more crazy for believing that Nickelback INTENTIONALLY FKD with me). I'm a 5" 9 1/2 (in bare feet)voluptuous, blue eyed, blond whom even STRANGERS find to be extremely beautiful. I graduated Cum Laud from a 4 year college. I've been writing songs, poems, & just in general since I was 9 years old. I could write poems & songs when I was very young that most ADULTS alive right now couldn't write! I gained a lot of weight (over the course of nearly 8 years) while I was in a suffocating relationship with a man who pretty much crushed ALL my self worth into the dust by putting me down, telling me that if I leave him no man will ever love me & I'll be alone forever... I've been abused throughout my life. I'm lucky (although I don't know if I'd call it luck anymore) to even be alive. I have SO FAR lost 30 out of 72 pounds that I gained & people (even my bastar_ of an ex) are "noticing" the improvement (believe me)! My ex told me that if I lose all my excess weight I could have ANY guy I wanted (& he meant it)! Before ANYONE is so quick to judge me & "label" me mentally ill & DELUSIONAL for thinking for 1 second that Chad Kroeger might have seen me out on "Alicia's World" all those years ago, become infatuated with me, & written songs for & about me, check out BOTH my youtube channels under aliciaarol1 & aliciacreature. You can also go to my OLD website where I recite 111 of my original poems & sing (non professionally) 18 of my original songs. There are lots of OLD pictures of me out on my website as well (snapshot grabs from when I danced & stripped down to my panties & bra out on ECTV). I'm not just some UGLY "hooker" who became fixated on Chad kroeger one day for no GD reason at all!. Nickelback started this with me (not the other way around), & I believed it was real, because so many things led me to believe that it was real, because it never crossed my mind that any CELEBRITY who has everything in life would want to hurt somebody like me who has nothing.

9.04.10

By aliciaarol

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I have NEVER thought I was better than other people, but I was "Blessed" with certain enviable traits that I have naturally always ached to UTILIZE in order to both express myself & make a living. All people want to try to be all that they can be, & you don't make it anywhere in life by not believing in yourself. I'm extremely creative & intelligent. Why (in light of that) would I ever be happy about working at some sht job where I KNOW I WILL NOT FIT IN & BE HATED? I gave up all my dreams to be with a man who ultimately spent 7 years 8 months subtly & not so subtly crushing my self worth into the dust! I'm understandably a bit peeved (especially after for nearly a year I FALSELY believed that a "Rock Star" liked me & that for the first time ever in my life good things would come my way). I talk about doing Amateur PORN, because I'm understandably fed up with everything that keeps happening to me that isn't my fault! I'm ALSO understandably fed up with being treated like SHT by too many people who want to keep me down & "label" me mentally ill & DELUSIONAL for having the audacity to believe in myself & my dreams at all.

9.04.10

By Rosahlyn aka LynKroegerRay

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The story so far...Lora aka Alicia wrote 1000's of letters to NB and 1 night in a gay bar (apparently)- I dunno, I'm English, a Daniel lookalike was there (on a night she'd supposedly told NB she wld be there).
"Daniel" said "so you like vampires" which ONLY NB would allegedly know so it's like "wahey they read my mail and have sent Daniel but NB were touring Europe at the time.
Now looking at pics of her with ghostly face nippy and I imagine she was wearing something blk and worish on the offchsnce and may have looked a bit goth (maybe?) IMO.

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9.04.10

By aliciaarol

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Nickelback did not start touring Europe until the end of May 2009. This night that I believe that Daniel from Nickelback spoke to me occurred at the beginning of May 2009 (when I KNOW Nickelback was on break from touring)! It's much too "coincidental" that on the night I wrote to Nickelback & told them that I would be at Spotlight Bar that night (& that if I didn't get some kind of sign that Chad Kroeger knew who I was, I intended to sleep with my good friend/former lover Doug when I flew to Ma to visit my mom very soon) a man who looked exactly like Daniel from Nickelback approached & said such a weird thing to me. I DON'T dress goth. Nobody would either ever know in a million years that I like vampires or say such a weird thing to me in such a matter of fact way. Only Nickelback would know the contents of a letter I had sent to Nickelback. I wasn't alone at that bar. I haven't LIED once out in cyberspace about anything, so I can only PRAY that "SOMEDAY" the truth will come out, & my name will be cleared of all Stalker charges. (Somebody DID mess with me at Spotlight Bar in Hollywood Ca-Somebody who knew the contents of letters I'd sent to Nickelback, but the bottom line is that my ECTV channel went out all over the planet 9 years ago-Chad Kroeger wasn't even famous back then-He could have easily been one of my tens of thousands of adoring fans-He could have easily "kept tabs" on me all these years, since I usually use the same name for everything I do out in cyberspace-Dark Horse came out the very month my ex & I broke up, & I talked about this BAD BREAKUP in detail out in cyberspace-Just like I had talked about myself, my life, & my horrifically dysfunctional childhood IN DETAIL out on the News section & message board of my EXTREMELY POPULAR ECTV channel called "Alicia's World" that I had from Dec 31, 2000-April 2001). ***Considering the fact that I had fans all over the world when I danced/stripped out on "Alicia's World", & considering the fact that back then I most certainly did have a "Million Dollar Body" (& LOVED to dance at clubs or anywhere I could) my believing that Chad Kroeger might have known of me & written Dark Horse for & about me (whether or not he actually did do so) is not as far fetched or "out there" as people would like you to believe.

9.04.10

By Rosahlyn

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So as you see Chad hasn't done anything but she is fixated on that night in the bar with the "Daniel lookalike"
She is bonkers.
Chad would never intentionally hurt anyone and never gave her any encouragement..... This is allcompletely fabricated to the point where she believes it herself.
She will be used and abused if she goes into porn as will be seen as a useable fruitcake.
She would be better becoming a nun but then she couldn't take precious Omar the Pug with her and he is her only friend.

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